In my almost 20 years of life, I've never worn a bikini. I was always "too big." My mom even told me to cover up and a put on a tankini (not hating because those things are cute) but today I decided to muster up the courage and try on a bikini top. One that covers my fat but accentuates my now forming waist. Not only did I try it on, but I bought it. On sale, I might add. I'm not where I wanna be but I'm damn sure on my way there.